Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Anxiety

Sometimes, it gets the best of me. My stomach goes crazy... my heart beats faster than it should... My insides feel like they're doing cartwheels. I start eating Tums like they'll save my life.

"Did I say the wrong thing?" "Did I say too much?" .. "No, you just think too much"

Then I get queasy. I can't sleep. I'm tossing. I'm turning.

"What if I lose control?"..."Maybe you already have"

Then I get queasy. I can't concentrate. I can't think straight.

"What if I push them away?"... "You have a huge mouth. You talk to much. You've already pushed them away."

Then I vomit.

The end.

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