Sometimes, it gets the best of me. My stomach goes crazy... my heart beats faster than it should... My insides feel like they're doing cartwheels. I start eating Tums like they'll save my life.
"Did I say the wrong thing?" "Did I say too much?" .. "No, you just think too much"
Then I get queasy. I can't sleep. I'm tossing. I'm turning.
"What if I lose control?"..."Maybe you already have"
Then I get queasy. I can't concentrate. I can't think straight.
"What if I push them away?"... "You have a huge mouth. You talk to much. You've already pushed them away."
Then I vomit.
The end.
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